Book description
Funerals are strange things. Kitty hadn't really wanted to go to this
one - a old school friend she hadn't seen for years - and she hadn't
bargained for the way it made her think of the past. In particular, it
made her think of the baby she had given birth to when she was
eighteen, the baby her parents had insisted she give away for
adoption. She'd called her Madeleine, and she remembered her every
day, what she was like, if she was happy. But now, reminded of how
cruelly short life can be, she had to see her - just to make sure
she'd done the right thing.
Life had turned out pretty well for Kitty. Secure in her marriage,
with her two teenage children and a house within sound and sight of
the Cornish surf, she counted herself among the lucky ones. But the
hole left by that first baby wasn't getting any smaller, and she
decided to make the first, tentative steps towards filling it -
although she, and all her family, were quite unprepared for the
upheaval which followed.
Judy Astley was frequently told off for day-dreaming at her drearily
traditional school but has found it to be the ideal training for
becoming a writer. There were several false-starts to her career:
secretary at an all-male Oxford college (sacked for undisclosable
reasons), at an airline (decided, after a crash and a hijacking, that
she was safer elsewhere) and as a dress designer (quit before anyone
noticed she was adapting Vogue patterns). She spent some years as a
parent and as a painter before sensing that the day was approaching when
she'd have to go out and get a Proper Job. With a nagging certainty that
she was temperamentally unemployable, and desperate to avoid office
coffee, having to wear tights every day and missing out on sunny days on
Cornish beaches with her daughters, she wrote her first novel, Just for
the Summer. She has now had eleven novels published by Black Swan.